I’m not sharing all this so you can feel sorry for me. I’m not sharing this to make you feel uncomfortable. I’m sharing this as I think it’s important to talk about the uncomfortable subjects in life. It’s important to talk about your losses, as well as your gains, to share your disappointments alongside your achievements, to stand up and go ‘this f***ing sucks’ without being told other people have it worse, or to be thankful for what you have, or any of the other cliches we tell people when we ask how they are without wanting an honest answer.
Although I was in a slightly different situation to most, having been involved with the selection process, and although I myself had stated that due to the current circumstances and the subsequent day to day reduced team size I would be an unnecessary overhead, it was still disappointing to hear my manager and colleagues agree.